may has come and gone. I've come through alot this past year . Dating, new job. I just went a pretty cool trip to Oregon with a friend. I'm still single. I have met no love interest but some nice people and some quite interesting. Im supposed to be meeting a girlfriend at a bar as I sit here and write. Im so tired from working 15 hours today I don't want to go. I'm sure you want to know what ever happened to "him". The "one" I have spoken to him. Yes finally. In small pieces of letters and emails. But nothing more. That right now is good for me. I am on a 90 day break from life and focusing on goals right now. A re hash of all the why's and why nots. Lets see where were at in 90 days.