I met the owner of my new company , first thing he said to me was ," Amy from Audi ? Everyone's talking about you ."
I been here a week , the owner knows me by name ?
That's " me " for you . For now this job is better paying . And I'm able to get my goals done here so I will make it work , but in my heart I know I'm meant for more . This is a stepping stone .
I have a 4 week goal to finish my weight loss or be close . I'm determined to make it . I never heard from " him ". I think about him every day every moment . But I'm moving past it , well some how in the way that all my hope is gone now . It's been so long . It's funny , the moment I saw him I knew we would be together . I had faith in it . But I'm wrong .... I can't believe it , how could I be so wrong . I'll still hold on to it forever probably .
I'm fine being single , I have goals to get done . No boyfriend in 4 years has been good for me .
This is where I'm at , by January every goal shall be fo filled . Then I suppose I'll set new ones .
Tomorrow is a new day , and hope is what I hold on to.