I spend my time working a lot , due to work training I haven't been in the gym in almost 3 weeks , that alone is killing me . Next week I'll be back on track . At least with my new job I'll have more time in gym and with kids and more money so it's better for now .
Still trying to keep myself busy to not think about him . It works sometimes and then not at all . Is it getting easier ? No.
Keep my focus on my goals . This is what's most important now .