Friday, October 17, 2014
I went on my first date yesterday since I lost him . I made myself go . It's been a few months he hasn't written . I know I need to let him go . In a sense I know I can't . I mean how can I , he was my best friend my one true love . But he isn't coming back . So I tried to go on a real date . With this great guy . You know a Harvard graduate , very good looking seemed nice . I learned I'll never have what I had with my true love , I know that . It's tragic he is gone , but I'm glad I know I can have a nice date again . I just hate letting go ... And letting go is the answer , when he's not coming home .