Saturday, October 18, 2014


The frustration mounts ... As my time comes to an end at my job . Only a few days left ..... My ties to him are gone . The weather is getting cold and nothing is getting easier . I almost emailed him today but I stopped myself . I knew I could not . This was not a game , nor something faint to be reckoned with . It was something real , I couldn't carelessly drop a hello and make it all so meaningless and careless . 

If there was a talk it had to be from him . Not me . I paused , closed the email and scolded myself . I know in 6 days that I will have to quietly in my heart say good bye . 

True love is indeed a curse . And a gift . And until I know different I will write a different story for you all to read ;) 

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