I don't sleep , I try to move on , I find myself searching for him in crowds , in everything .
I'm not even the romantic type who even believes in love you see . I give no one even the chance , and then I met him and just like that , yes , it was just like that , one look ... I was invited into his soul and he was invited into mine with out my own permission ! It just happened
And I can't even be with him . Is that even fate ? Is it destinys cruel joke ?
It's been two months since I've seen him and I can't erase him . I think writing will make it feel better ? Does he miss me ?
He was my best friend . My Gerry from ps I love you . Can true love be found twice ? Can faith bring it back ?
I have very good looking guys asking me out but there not him . Can I find him again ? I'm sure I won't .
I guess the answer is , I was blessed to have him at all .