Thursday, September 25, 2014

Sleepless

This lost blog once had hundreds of readers now lies here destitute , a dear diary have you will for my series of unfortunate events with him . " The One."

I don't sleep , I try to move on , I find myself searching for him in crowds , in everything . 

I'm not even the romantic type who even believes in love you see . I give no one even the chance , and then I met him and just like that , yes , it was just like that , one look ... I was invited into his soul and he was invited into mine with out my own permission ! It just happened  

And I can't even be with him . Is that even fate ? Is it destinys cruel joke ? 

It's been two months since I've seen him and I can't erase him . I think writing will make it feel better ? Does he miss me ? 

He was my best friend . My Gerry from ps I love you . Can true love be found twice ? Can faith bring it back ? 

I have very good looking guys asking me out but there not him . Can I find him again ? I'm sure I won't . 

I guess the answer is , I was blessed to have him at all . 

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