It's been almost 2 months since I last saw him . He has not contact me . It's just as hard today as was the day I left him . I will not contact him though he left me , it was his decision . My only tie to him is my job , I'm quitting next week . I know for sure I will never ever see him again . I know if he wanted to he would contact me . I never thought I would be that girl who has guys chasing her but only loves the one who isn't . The girl who keeps watching out the window for her hero to come but knows he won't . I go on dates but can't hear the conversation because I think of him it ends in a hug .
Will it get better ? I don't know ? My faith is broken